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Just shut up and go Boom Boom

I never thought that 1 month–a meager amount of time in the grand scheme of things– is giving me this much trouble. I don’t think I have ever reflected upon my life and those around me in such a short time. Not that any of it is second guessing, besides maybe course selection at the language school I’m attending. It is just not typically what I do. I’m a very “go with the flow” person, granted I am still a calculating and adaptable little bugger, but I rarely plan something farther out than a week or two. This has always given me the ability to perceive time as going faster than it really is.

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I just wish I could go Boom Boom to the Satellites, and finally be myself.

It just is not right now. It’s going slower than anything in recent memory, I feel like it’s nearly been a year since my last semester, yet it’s only been 3 months!

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If only life was as interesting as that sign right now! Sunny beach, good shopping, and plentiful restrooms. All up and to the right.

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Instead it is just as exciting as the number 244 in interesting lighting. Which after the first few seconds is anything but special.

So here I am, listing to addictive music, typing up a visual rant-a-piece, just counting the days till my adventure. Like a kid waiting for Santa, poking the door for each days surprise chocolate treat, waiting to get to the double treat on christmas day!

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Written to: Intergalactic & Shut Up And Explode by Boom Boom Satellites.

At 32,000 Feet, The Mind Races

At least mine does.

I have lived so long without any real strong emotional attachments to anyone. I have my two good friends, but one is already growing a bit distant, yet the other is the exact opposite. Just having been threw everything I have, and growing up constantly around adults, hearing their stories, I knew things would change fast after high school & college. Troublesomely, I am starting to regret never getting closer to anyone else or just having fun up till now. I know–as I always have–that it would have only been for a limited time, but I think the experience itself would have been worth it. Now I long to have someone to be around and have fun with, even though it’s probably more of an inconvenience at the moment. I know better, and I will not get carried away or get myself involved with someone Yet the thought is still there in the back of my mind. It nags at you, even at 32,000 feet flying across continents. Even the two that I whole heartedly would love to be with right now, as the distance with one only gets larger, and the other is still only thinking of what her place may be in the world. With my twisted logic, I cant bring myself to say anything to either of them. Even if one has been so nice, to the point of giving me subtle and obvious hints throughout my time with her.I just will not let myself get in the way of someone else dream, when I know I have my own to achieve and worry about. This is what in a way makes me who I am. I’m subtle and supportive around those that I trust, yet to strangers or acquantinces, I seem really secure & mature, someone that likes to have fun and is responsible at the end of the day. Yet, really, I’m not. -ish. -_-

Funny Things

A lot has happened in the time since Toulouse. I have traveled around, gotten a lot of work done in Portugal, hung out at the local cafe, and even hit the Hard Rock in Lisbon (now a member…). I even legally drank in 4 different countries at pubs and restaurants. Had some of my grandfathers “Fire Water” (Portuguese moonshine), old & out of production Portuguese rum, and best of all Tweelings Mint Green Tea!!

I like Portugal, the people are nice (ever since the EU made them realize niceness pays off :P ), and the small village I frequent is very quaint. A good bunch of people have seen me grow up, from a wee lad to who I am right now. Some even saw or grew up with my mother, sadly, the ones that saw my grandmother have all passed away in the last few years… If that isn’t any inclination, it’s really cozy and safe place, you only lock the door at night, and the cafe has 55¢ espressos! Lisbon is wonderful too, but it’s more of a go out and do thing city, but between the two, any trip to Portugal is really relaxing. I do not see myself ever stopping the occasional trip there. Then again, I’m Portuguese threw and threw…!

Not trying to sound cliché but, Europe was more or less everything I had hoped for and more. I got to think a lot about what I’m going to do for my education. In a way it made me only more confused, but in a good sense. I am simply now going to go with the flow, and see when the time comes. The trip to Japan is letting me get a taste of many different things. I will drop by Fed Ex and intern/check out the operations a couple of days, then there is my design/web brand side project, learning Japanese, and any business dealings I can find on the way. All the while I will live by myself (once i acquire a living establishment…), which for me is nothing more than a place to sleep & settle down after a days dealings. Throughout this miniature adventure, I’ll be contemplating what exactly the schooling course I will take. So far the leading contenders are, pilot, Business man (aviation?), and financial market goodness (day-trade, forex, etc.). I’ve rambled about this many times, and to many people; yet it was always more of a dream, a matter of “thought”, not actual reality. Only in the last month–after leaving phoenix–has it really dawned on me, I am leaving.

Now comes the wacky more “odd” mussing. I liked the movie “Maid of Honor” with Patrick Dumphsey (sp?). Not so much for the actual story (which was surpassingly good for a chick flick), but the situation Patrick was in. It sent a really creepy chill down my spine, as I act in much the same way. When it comes to the people I truly love, I just act as a friend. It’s to hard for me to do otherwise, to the point I could easily see me being best friends with the one I loved for so long(!) Yet I have no trouble with any other specimens for the female species, if anything I occasionally flirt around and see were it goes XD. Not as bad as Patrick, but I could see something similar happening. I’m just not a hollywood actor (and do not ever want to be), with good looks and a mass following… Yet what is it about me and being so outlandish in what I do. I can’t do anything like a normal human being; I have crazy ambitions, and do not see myself staying in one place. Just what type of female is like that without being 1) famous 2) trust fund baby or (worse of) 3) freaky. I know thats thinking the worst, but when your doing things that I do, you rarely bump into the same people over and over again. This should be interesting though, to see what does happen and what I will end up doing. Maybe it will be a Japanese Girlfriend as EVERYONE seems to think on that note. I don’t really care for Japanese woman more over any other, but who knows, thats life.

To close with, first class is nice, even for a domestic flight. Got upgraded and enjoying all 4:43 mins of it! Nice seats, though being skinny it’s not much of a concern, but having a dedicated arm wrest for each person and more legroom is what does it. I’m surprised they haven’t staggered the seats, so people have there own arm wrest…

Internet sucks in Toulouse

I’ll write more about Toulouse and post more pictures from everything so far in Barcelona. I hope the internet is better. It frankly is a joke here, it ramps up the download, but the upload is ~12 KB/s. Which is unusable for uploading pictures, let alone video.

Over Spain & England

Spain is a wonderful country to fly over! Looks really neat. (no internet in flight but post when I land)

Everything is so green, the clouds are pure white, not anything toxic or bewilderingly grey. I look forward to touluse and barcelona these next few days.

As for London, I enjoy the city. I’m not sure I ever could realistically live there however. It’s way to expensive for even the little things–conveyor belt sushi–then housing is a killer too. I don’t think I would mind as much if the company paid for housing and I had a good salary after that, but even then, big brother is a turn off.

On that note, I’ve never seen so many CCTV cameras, I swear they use as many as it takes to not have a blind spot in some places. You don’t feel creepy, but you definitely still notice them all the time.

Pictures from first day in london and trip over

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Great poster in the tube, more after the break & @ Flickr

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London Calling (Day 1)

Epic.

I just am amazed by this city, so eclectic, yet “British”.  We got in way to early (7 am~). So it’s 5 PM and I’m already hitting the sack.  However we did take the tube all the way in (around Covent Gardem) from terminal 4.  It was a crazy awesome ride, and the scenery/city was just amazing. We walked around for 4 hours before our room was available, saw a “china town”, and also saw some places want to return (without backpacks, they only held suitcases/carryon, and I dont use the latter).

I’ll have pictures on flickr tomorrow, along with a video or two.  I have a couple neat ones with views from the tube.

Lastly, my Tumi Backpack kicks ass.  I’ve never had a backpack stand up so well with what it has been threw.  It was relatively overstuffed, if anything 2 much for me to cary, but it was great.  I have no regret getting that bag, and I can see me keeping it for a long time to (5 year warranty helps…). It’s just so well done and thought out.  I had the thing stuffed though, and with heavy books, 15 in laptop, extra laptop battery, pillow, power cord, and other things; It still was a burden on my back, but only after a long time wearing it.  Don’t get there “tech” line, it’s not worth it in my opinion.  Yes it’s costly, but compared to how much I would spend on backpacks over that amount of time, it ends up cheapers!

Eve of the great Euro invasion, by Infamous One

Tomorrow morning I’ll be hopping onto a plane and flying away.

I’ll first be in London, then off to toulouse (france), then Barcelona (spain), the finally Lisbon/Portugal.

Like any of my trips, I’ll be posting like a crazed manic whenever I have an internet connection. So keep up with my flickr feed (flickr.com/photos/infamously) and this blog!

For an added bonus, I’ll be doing video this trip, as my new Sony Cybershot W-300 takes some mighty fine video.  So along with my Olympus DSLR, expect color!

Commitment

It’s hard for me.  In a way it is more of me avoiding what really needs to be done at times.  I nearly always get it done somehow, but I am never really satisfied with how I went about something.  Which is were I am right now, I have many opertunities ahead, yet for some unforseeable reason I just barely make any progress.  It is not the time, work, or even outsider related issues.  Just how I am inside.

I want to change that. I will change that. I am changing that.

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